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cm{Xn apgph³ Rm³ Imhencpóp. \o DWÀót¸mÄ Rm³ \nsâ AcnInepïmbncpóp. Fómð, \o Fsó Iïnñ; Fsó HmÀan¨panñ.

\o DWÀómepSs\ FtómSp kwkmcn¡psaópw \o sN¿m³t]mIpó Imcy§sf¡pdn¨v FtómSv BtemN\ tNmZn¡psaópamWp Rm³ IcpXnbXv. ]pXnsbmcp Znhk¯nte¡p ImepIp¯phm³ km[n¨Xnð \o \µn]dbpsaópw Rm³ IcpXn.

Fómð A§s\sbmópw kw`hn¨nñ. {]`mXIÀa§Ä IgnªbpSs\ \o ]{XsaSp¡phm³ t]mbn. ]{Xhpw hmbn¨psImïp {]`mX`£Ww Ign¡pt¼mÄ \nsâ Nn´bnð Rm³ hcpsaóp hnNmcn¨p. B Nn´ shdpsXbmbn.

cmhnse \o Hm^oknte¡p bm{XbmhpóXn\p ap¼v \n\¡p Ipsdkabw Hópw sN¿phm\pïmbncpónñ. At¸msg¦nepw \o Fsó¡pdn¨p Nn´n¡psaóp Rm³ IcpXn. Fómð, AXn\p ]Icw shdpsX Hcp tkm^bnð Nmcnbncpóp t\cw IfbpIbmWp \o sNbvXXv.

Hm^oknte¡p t]mIm³ \o hfsc {i²m]qÀhamWv Hcp§nbXv. \nsâ thjhn[m\w Gähpw sa¨amsWóp \o Dd¸phcp¯n. t]mfnjv sNbvXp an\pks¸Sp¯nb jqhmWp \o [cn¨Xv. apSn \o at\mlcambn NoInh¨p. t]m¡änð t]\bpw Ip¯n ssIbnð {_o^v sIbvkpsaSp¯p \o Imdnte¡p Ibdnbt¸msg¦nepw Fsó HmÀan¡psaóp Rm³ IcpXn.
]t£, AXpïmbnñ.

\o s{sUhv sNbvXv A]ISsamópw IqSmsX tPmenØes¯¯n. At¸msg¦nepw \nsâ a\knð \µnbpsS Hcp Nn´ DSseSp¡psaóp Rm³ IcpXn. AXpw kw`hn¨nñ.

Hm^oknse¯nb DSs\ \o FñmhtcmSpw t£amt\zjW§Ä \S¯n. tPmenbnte¡p {]thin¨p. Fsó A\pkvacn¨n«p \nsâ tPmen \o XpS§nbncpsó¦nð Fóp Rm³ B{Kln¨Xp shdpsXbmbn.

D¨`£W¯n\p \o t]mbXv Hcp sdkvtdmdânte¡mWv. hml\§Ä \ndsªmgpIpó hgn \o t{Imkv sNbvXt¸msg¦nepw \nsâ Nn´bnð Rm³ hcpsaóp {]Xo£n¨p. \n\¡v A]ISw Dïmhnñ Fó Dd¸mbncn¡Ww Fsó \o kvacn¡mXncn¡m³ ImcWw.

`£W¯n\ncn¡pt¼mÄ \o Npänepw t\m¡n. At¸mÄ, NneÀ XeIp\n¨v F\n¡p \µn]dªp `£Ww Ign¡phm³ XpS§póXp \o Iïp. ]t£, At¸mgpw Fsó HmÀan¡phmt\m FtómSp kwkmcn¡phmt\m \o {ian¨nñ.

tPmen Ignªp \o ho«nse¯pt¼mÄ \nsâ IpSpw_mwK§Ä \n\¡p `£Ww Xbmdm¡n Im¯ncn¸pïmbncpóp. B `£Ww sh«nhngp§nbn«p Nne kplr¯p¡sf ImWphm³ \o t]mbn. \o aS§nhót¸mÄ t\cw Gsd sshInbncpóp. F¦nepw sSenhnj³ ImWphm³ \o Ipsd kabw Isï¯n. AXn\nSbnð Nne kplr¯p¡sf hnfn¨p \o skulrZ kw`mjWw \S¯pIbpwsNbvXp.

CsXñmw Ignªt¸mÄ \nsâ I®pIÄ \n{Zm`mcapÅhbmbn amdn. InS¡bnte¡p sNcnbpóXn\p ap¼v Hcp\nanj t\ct¯s¡¦nepw \o ap«pIp¯n FtómSp kwkmcn¡psaóp Rm³ {]Xo£n¨p. ]t£, AXpw kw`hn¨nñ.

Rm³ Ct¸mgpw £am]qÀhw \n\¡p Imhencn¡pIbmWv. \o £oWw XoÀ¯v Dd¡apWcpt¼msg¦nepw Fsó HmÀan¡psaómWv Fsâ {]Xo£.

sXän²cnt¡ï, F\n¡p \ntómSp ]Ibnñ. Fómð, F\n¡p ZpxJapïv. \o Fsó CSbvs¡¦nepw HmÀan¨ncpópsh¦nð \nsâ Znhk¯nsâ taò F{Xtbm hÀ[n¡pambncpóp!

\n\¡pïmb Cu \ãs¯¡pdn¨mWv Fsâ ZpxJw.

Rm³ Ct¸mgpw £am]qÀhw Im¯ncn¡pIbmWv. cmhnse \o Dd¡apWcpt¼mÄ Fsâ kvt\lhpambn Rm³ Im¯p\nð¡pw. At¸mÄ \o Fsó HmÀan¨mð Fsâ kvt\lhpw A\p{Kl§fpw \nóntes¡mgpIpw. \o Fsó kvacn¨nsñ¦ntem? At¸mÄ Fsâ kvt\l¯n\pw A\p{Kl§Ä¡pw \nónð Øm\anñmsXt]mIpw. A§s\ kw`hn¡mXncn¡s« FómWv Fsâ B{Klw.

Dd¡apWcpó \nanjsa¦nepw \o Fsó kvacn¡psaó {]Xo£tbmsS \n\¡mbn Rm³ Im¯ncn¡póp. Fóv \nsâ Gähpw henb kplr¯v-ssZhw.

ssZh¯nsâ t]cnð Btcm FgpXnb Hcp Fgp¯v CâÀs\änð ImWphm\nSbmbn. B Fgp¯nsâ NphSp]nSn¨v FgpXnb I¯mWp apIfnð sImSp¯ncn¡póXv.

C½mXncnsbmcp Fgp¯p hmbn¡msXXsó ssZhs¯ A\pZn\w kvacn¡pIbpw AhnSt¯¡p \µn]dbpIbpw sN¿póhcmImw \½Ä. A§s\sb¦nð \mw `mKyhmòmÀ Xsó. Fómð \½psS Xnc¡pIÄ¡pw PohnX hy{KXIÄ¡panSbnð ssZhs¯ A\pkvacn¡m³ kabw IïpF¯msX t]mIpóhcmtWm \½Ä? F¦nð apIfnð sImSp¯ncn¡pó I¯v \mw {i²m]qÀhw hmbn¡pIXsó thWw. Dd§pt¼mgpw DWÀóncn¡pt¼mgpw \ap¡p ssZhw Imhð\nð¡pópïv. AXpt]mseXsó, Xsâ Afhnñm¯ kvt\lw Ft¸mgpw \ap¡mbn AhnSpóp h¨p\o«pópïv. B kvt\lw \µn]qÀhw kzoIcn¡phmt\m AXv AhKWn¡phmt\m \ap¡p km[n¡pw.

ssZhw \ap¡mbn h¨p\o«pó kvt\lw \µntbmsS Ft¸mgpw kzoIcn¡phm³ km[n¨mð \½psS PohnXw GXp \nanjhpw [\yambncn¡pw. C¡mcyw Ft¸mgpw \½psS HmÀabnepïmbncn¡s«….

Gi¿m-45:1 cmPy§Ä IogS¡póXn\po cmPm¡³amcpsS Ac¸«IÄ Agn¡póXn\pw \KcIhmS§Ä ASbv¡s¸SmsX XpdónSpóXn\pwthïn BcpsS he¯p ssIbvXm³ {Kln¨ncn¡pópthm, Xsâ A`njnàmb B sskdknt\mSp IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨¿póp: Rm³ \n\¡p ap³t] t]mbn aeIÄ \nc¸m¡pIbpw ]n¨fhmXnepIÄ XIÀ¡pIbpw Ccpt¼mSm¼epIÄ HSn¡pIbpw sN¿pw.
\nsó t]cpsNmñn hnfn¡pó C{kmtbensâ IÀ¯mhmb ssZhw Rm\msWóp \n Adntbï¯n\p Av[Imc¯nse \n[nIfpw clky [tiJchpw Rm³ \n\¡p Xcpw.
Fsâ Zmkm\b bmt¡m_n\po Rm³ XncsªSp¯ C{kmtben\p thïn Rm³ \nsó t]cpsNmñn hnfn¡póp.

\o Fsó Adnbpónsñ¦nepw Rm³ \nsó \nsâ ]nXr\ma¯nepw hnfn¡póp. RmñmsX asämcp IÀ¯mhnñ: RmñmsX asämcp ssZhanñ; \o Fsó Adnbpónsñ¦nepw Rm³ \nsâ Ac apdp¡pw.

Ing¡pw ]Snªmdpw DÅ Fñmhcpw Rm\mWp IÀ¯mhv, RmñmsX asämcph\panñ Fóv AdnbpóXn\p thïn¯só.

Rm³ {]Imiw Dïm¡n; Rm³ AÔImcw krãn¨p; Rm³ kpJZpxJ§Ä \ðIpóp. CsXñmw sNbvX IÀ¯mhv Rm³ Xsó. kzÀK§tf, apIfnð \nóv s]mgnbpI. BImiw \oXn sNmcnbs«! `qan Xpdóv c£apfbv¡s«! A§s\ \oXn kwPmXamIs«! IÀ¯mhmb Rm\mWv CXp krãn¨Xv.

Hcph³ Ipihsâ ssIbnse a¬]m{Xw am{Xambncnt¡, Xsâ {kãmhnt\mSp FXnÀ¯mð Ah\p lm Iãw! Ifna®v, Xsó sa\bóhmt\Sv \o F´mWv Dïm¡vIpósXtóm, \o Dïm¡nbXn\p ssI]nSnbptïm Ftóm tNmZn¡ptam? ]nXmhnt\mSv F´mWp \n P\n¸n¡póXv Fópw, amXmhnt\mSv F´mWp \o {]khn¡póXv Fópw tNmZn¡póh\p lm, ZpcnXw!

C{kmtbensâ ]cnip²p\pw {kãmhpamb IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨¿póp; Fsâ a¡sf¸äntbm Fsâ krãnIsf¸äntbm Fsó tNmZyw sN¿mtam? Rm³ `qan Dïm¡n, AXnð a\pjys\ krãn¨p. Fsâ Ic§fmWv BImis¯ hncn¨Xv. Rm³ XsóbmWv BImikssy§tfmSv BÚm]n¨Xpw. kssy§fpsS IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨¿póp: \oXnbnð Rm³ Hcphs\ DbÀ¯n. Rm³ Ahsâ ]mX s\cbm¡pw. {]Xn^e¯n\bn k½m\¯n\p thïnbñmsX Ah³ Fsâ \Kcw ]WnbpIbpw Fsâ hn{]hmknIsf kzX{´cm¡pIbpw sN¿pw.IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨¿póp: CuPn]vXnsâ [\hpw FXtym]ymbpsS I¨hS¨c¡pw ZoÀLImbcmb tk_mbcpw \ntâXmIpw. AhÀ \nsó A\pKan¡pw. N§eIfmð ÏnXcmb AhÀ hóp \nsó hW§pw.

ssZhw \ntómSpIqsS am{XamWv; AhnSpóñmsX asämcp ssZhanñ Fóp ]dªv AhÀ \ntómSpbmNn¡pw. C{kmtbensâ ssZhhpw c£I\pambhs\, A§v kXyambpw adªncn¡pó ssZhamWv.

AhÀ eÖn¨p XeXmgv¯pw; hn{Kl\nÀamXm¡Ä ]cn{`m´cmIpw. IÀ¯mhv C{kmtbev\p Ftó¡pw c£ \ðInbncn¡póp. \n§Ä¡v Hcn¡epw eÖn¨p XeXmgvt¯ïnhcpIbnñ.
Rm\mWp IÀ¯mhv, Rm\mñmsX asämcphnñ, Fóv BImiw krãn¨ IÀ¯mhv Acpfns¨¿póp. AhnSpómWv ssZhw; AhnSpóv `qansbcq]s¸Sp¯n, Øm]n¨p; hyÀYambn«ñ, A[nhmktbmKyambn¯só AhnSpóv AXp krãn¨p. Av[Imcw \ndªnS¯ph¨v clkyambñ Rm³ kwkmcn¨Xv. iv\yXbnð Fsó Xncbphm³ bmt¡m_nsâ k´XntbmSp Rm³ Bhiys¸«nñ.

IÀ¯mhmb Rm³ kXyw ]dbpóp; Rm³ icnbmbXp {]Jym]n¡póp. P\XIfnð Ahtijn¨htc, Hcpan¨pIqSn ASp¯phcphn³. XSnsImïpÅ hn{Klw t]dn\S¡pIbpw c£n¡m³ Ignhnñm¯ tZht\mSp {]mÀYn¡pIbpw sN¿pó AhÀ AÚcmWv. \n§fsS\ybhmZo Dóbn¡phn³; AhÀ IqSnbmtemNn¡s«.

]pcmXamb Cu Imcy§Ä ]ïpXsó \n§tfmSp ]dªXmcmWv? IÀ¯mhmb Rm³ Xsóbtñ? RmñmsX asämcp ssZhanñ. RmñmsX \oXnam\mb ssZhhpw c£I\pambn aämcpanñ. `qanbpsS AXnÀ¯nItf, Fónte¡p Xncnªp c£s]SpI. Rm\mWp ssZhw; RmñmsX asämcp ssZhw Cñ. Rm³ i]Yw sNbvXncn¡póp; Hcn¡epw Xncns¨Sp¡m¯ \oXnbpsS hm¡v Fónð\nóp ]pds¸«ncn¡póp.

Fñmhcpw Fsâ ap³]nð ap«paS¡pw; Fñm \mhpwi]Yw sN¿pw. \oXnbpw _ehpw IÀ¯mhnsâ am{Xw Fóv Fsó¡pdn¨p a\pjyÀ ]dbpw. AhnSps¯ FXnÀ¡póhscñmw AhnSps¯ ap³]nð eÖnXcm-Ipw. C{kmtbensâ k´XnIÄ IÀ¯mhnð hnPbhpw alXzhpw ssIhcn¡pw.